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Amy [Apr. 6th, 2007|12:38 am]
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[Current Location |Sweden]
[Current Mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[Current Music |Out Loud - The General]

amy is HERE! in SWEDEN! with ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love her muchly. she's here!!!
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(no subject) [Mar. 16th, 2007|10:17 am]
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[Current Mood |hopefulhopeful]

i haven't posted in awhile. i'm ashamed to say it's because i have a myspace. *hangs head and cries* the damn thing is so addictive. and it allows me to know whats happening with my friends in australia who dont write to me.

so...news... well that guy i liked for the past 8 months finally told me that he loved me and that we cant be friends or ever see each other again. you figure that one out. i was upset. then i realised im in another country and i've always known it would be impossible. so i got over it.

yay for me.

anywho. ive been falling really behind in my homeschooling but having a great time at the swedish school. so today i am going to desperately attempt to get 3 subjects worth of work done before tonight, fat chance!

so i get back to australia three days before the formal and i wont be enroled in the school :( so my darling friend A is going to buy me a ticket and set me up with some random guy, oddly enough im looking forward to it. i WANT to be set up. blind date here i come! ... in 2 months... but still! something to look forward to.

well must be off

xoxx zoe
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falling for the wrong guy [Mar. 1st, 2007|06:49 pm]
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[Current Location |Sweden]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

How does it happen?

I fell for you long ago

I wish it didn’t happen

Because you’re different

You’re everything I want

But you’re nothing that I want

I’m dreaming of you

But it isn’t you

I’m hoping it’s a lie

I hate it when you lie

I’m thinking about you, always

Only it’s not you

You don’t exist

The way I want you

You are something else

Something no-one could want

And yet, somehow,

It’s you I want.

Break my heart

So I can leave you

You broke my heart

Yet here I am.

 

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i know iknow it's crap [Feb. 24th, 2007|06:05 pm]
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[Current Location |Sweden]
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]
[Current Music |Where ever you will go - The Calling]

this poem really isn't any good, but im posting it anyway. not sure why... i guess im a bit sad bout not hearing from many of my friends, who all promised to write. i love them all but it still hurts... i love the ones who write even more :p

i'm talking to you
can't you hear
deaf, are you?
i'm needing you near

tell me something
anything will do
i'll wait for the ring
(this line was so bad i took it out)

you promised me
promised you'd call
so this is me
waiting in the hall

pft grrrrrrrrrr
ciao
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snow snow snow [Feb. 22nd, 2007|08:37 pm]
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[Current Location |Sweden]
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |The Audreys]

SNOW!!!!!!!!!!
snow is cold
snow is wet when it melts
snow is fun!
snow is white
snow is wonderful
i have snow
you dont
HAHA 

Things to do in the Snow

 

  • Make snow angels
  • Draw
  • Stomp
  • Take giant steps
  • Act like penguins
  • Pretend to be a penguin
  • Scuff your feet in the snow and kick it everywhere
  • Roll in the snow
  • Throw snow in the air
  • Throw snow at other people (but don’t do it when its windy because it just flies back into your face – trust me, I know)
  • Jump in the snow

 

The above are all excellent things to do in the snow. Do them as often as possible. Snow is wonderful. But make sure you dust yourself off properly before going inside – that way the snow doesn’t melt on you and make you wet. I have learnt all these things from experience : )

ciao

Zoë

 

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YOU'RE OFF THE MAILING LIST! doing 2 different schools work at once is hard [Feb. 22nd, 2007|04:32 pm]
[Current Location |sweden]
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]
[Current Music |gordon lightfoot]

so the world spins, yes?

anywho i had a rather unexciting day today :( i got to school at 8.20 (it was an effort but i made it) ready and excitedly looking forward to my first philosophy class in sweden. only to discover that i had been put into the swedish class not the english one. this means that everyone spoke swedish except me. so i headed to the principals office and waited  FOREVER to see him. i did manage to fix all the glitches in my timetable which is good.  i then had math with the year 1s, dont ask me why (stupid timetable). this means that i now have classes with all three year levels and i dont have a form class thingy...
so i sat in the year 1 math class marveling at the fact that for once i was ahead of someone in maths, and also marveling at the way the WHOLE class managed to be extremely rude to me. i have decided that from now on i shall not be going to math classes. i shall go to the library instead and do my homeschool math there. so that period was a huge waste of time. after math i had a three hour break before my next class. so i did a tiny bit of homework and drifted from one group of friends to the next (in the lunch room), i sat with whomever i could find. considering i've only been at the school for four days i felt proud that i knew anyone at all :) finally it was time for my english class YAY! it was great! we read and analyzed poetry. was much fun. oh i forgot to mention that after math i had a 40 minute swedish class, i learnt to introduce myself and say how old i am and where i live. are you proud?
after english i came home. whoop whoop. i spent alot of time wondering around aimlessly today :s not so good. and im very behind in my homeschool work - i just can't motivate myself into doing it. doing two schools worth of work at the same time is hard. i dont recommend it.
it's been snowing all day. very pretty and white and clean and cold and amazing. i love it
ciao 
zoe
ps: forgot to mention. i've decided to stop emailing the people who haven't replied to any of my emails. i'm TAKING THEM OFF THE MAILING LIST.  if this includes you you should know that you've hurt my feelings and i wont email you bout anything until you email me *crying, sobs, sniffs and glares*
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Doors and lies [Feb. 20th, 2007|05:26 pm]
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[Current Location |Sweden]
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |Gordon Lightfoot]

Doors and Lies

When she opens the door
He slams it closed
When she holds out her hand
He slaps it away

The flower she holds
Wilts and withers
But the rose remains whole
Waiting for returned affection

Like the pale red of dawn
She stands her ground
Forever chasing him
Without making a sound

Over and over
She tells of her love
But he can never hear
He is wearing a glove

For protection he hides
Out of spite he lies
Yet still she stands
Door open
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fucking boys [Feb. 19th, 2007|04:13 pm]
so there's this boy. he's screwing with my emotions. over and over. he has told me he doesnt care for me in that way. but i can't get over him. any suggestions? anything that will make it better? anything that'll stop it hurting?
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spreading the love (?) [Feb. 19th, 2007|04:01 pm]
Because I said I would...

Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason (or more?) why I like you.
Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love. ♥
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something fun to do [Feb. 18th, 2007|09:10 pm]
[Current Location |Sweden]
[Current Mood |boredbored]
[Current Music |Maria Bayo - Handel]

Put your iPod/Mp3 player/iTunes on shuffle...no cheating...and, if your life was a movie, this would be the soundtrack.

Opening credit: Better when we're together - Jack Johnson
Waking up: i still do - Cranberries
Average day: Chain Reaction - ?
First date:Soave sia il vento - Mozart
Falling in love: Blame it on the Boogie - Michael Jackson
Fight scene: Green Green Rocky Road - McGarrigle Hour
Breaking up: where are you now - the Audreys
Getting back together: Joe - Cranberries
Life's Okay: Hurry on home - Kristina Olsen
Mental Breakdown:Hide and Seek - Imogen Heap
Driving: That kind of love -? (Buffy Soundtrack)
Flashback: i like to move it! - Ministry of Sound

HA! hilarious... i guess a couple of them are kinda fitting. btw the song 'i still do' isnt actually the name of the song, i didnt know it so i made it up using the first line i heard :p
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